Dead.
For anyone who's lost a loved one, especially a child, a beloved
spouse, a dear grandparent or parent, a best friend, nothing is more
devastating than death. Life itself seems finished. Nothing is left
but time, empty, dreary minutes, hours, days, weeks...
We live under the curse, for by Adam's sin and all our subsequent sinning, death is our condition and our future. Most of us fear death to some extent; many, without any hope of life after death, fear death almost beyond reason.
I'm
nearly 71. My health is okay, but my knees have slowed me down to a
lame stumble, and my back aches. My income is adequate (God is good!), but I've also
gone through the worst times of my life on my own. I don't have any
certainty about tomorrow. No wife, no children, no grandkids, not
even a close friend in the area. My mother is gone, died at 89; but I
wasn't much help for her. I am glad for my baby brother who looked
after her, but I'm the oldest...It was my job! Men like me don't
usually do well, at this stage of life. What does the future hold;
why should someone like me care?
I
tutor refugees, international students, and recent immigrants (though
not right now with everything shut down). I have a vision...for a
school to teach English to refugees and immigrants. What irony! I
have very little and hardly anyone who cares. Why me? Is it a vision
or a nightmare, a cruel joke to torment someone who has no chance of
see his dream fulfilled? I used to think I could do just about
anything I set my mind to do; in that sense, I've been an optimist. I
believed in my abilities, and I believe in God. Now it's easy to
wonder what I've ever really accomplished. Where are the signs of my
success? For a man, a sense of failure leads to overwhelming misery. Most of my
peers have retired. My lifetime in ministry didn't leave that as an
option. How dare I, of all people, have a vision of the future?
We
call it “Good Friday.” Outside of Jerusalem, an itinerant rabbi
name Jesus, a lot like me in having nothing except a handful of
followers, was nailed to a wooden cross from hands and feet, where he
hung in appalling agony until he died from excruciating (a word for
pain drawn from this event) torment and suffocation. When he cried
out, “It is finished!” his followers were all gone but one, a guy
named John to whom he'd entrusted his grieving mother. He died, as we
all do in the end, alone. His death like no other was wrong,
undeserved, and yet even his heavenly father abandoned him there on
that cross. It was the end of hope...for him...for his
followers...for the world!
Actually..."It's Friday, But Sunday's Coming!"
Thirty
or forty years ago, Tony Campolo used that phrase in a powerful sermon that I will shamelessly borrow: “It's
Friday, But Sunday's Coming!”
Actually he borrowed the phrase.
I think it was Campolo who wrote a song.
The words are a metaphor but the reality is, well, more real than
anything. Jesus death was not the end; his tomb, sealed, guarded,
containing his broken, tortured body, is not a symbol for what was
lost, only to be sadly remembered. It's
Friday, But Sunday's Coming!
Anempty tomb—I
saw it, vacant, outside the old city of Jerusalem—is a symbol for
hope, a hope that will not disappoint. Is that the same tomb? As a
guide said when I was there, while we cannot be sure, on thing is
clear...that tomb is empty!
Resurrection
is not scientific. The dead do not live again, at least by our
understanding of medicine. We may be able to bring people from the
brink, perhaps even moments past the brink, but after 3 days? God
isn't bound by the laws of science; he created them, spoke those very
laws into existence, but he can overrule them. They exist only
because he keeps them in effect by his word.
Reality is greater than what we see, hear, touch, experience; his
spirit is beyond all that. By science, dead is dead; but It's
Friday, Sunday's Coming!
Unlike
many who despair of lingering, impotent days of poverty and
uselessness, I won't end my life or linger, just waiting for death to
take me. If there should be little more for me, God owes me nothing
more than what Jesus had. Death isn't the end, nor is the death of
dreams. It's
Friday, But Sunday's Coming! I've
been forgiven. By grace through faith,
I will enjoy life everlasting, filled with joy, body restored beyond
what it never was, to be with beloved believers who've gone before.
Even better, those whom I've failed or hurt and those who've
abandoned me or broken my heart will be reconciled perfectly...no
sorrow, no sadness, no pain, no suffering, no shame, no regrets, no death... I have no
complaint. If only finally in eternity, It's
Friday, But Sunday's Coming!
However,
I'm not just waiting for the blessings of heaven. I don't believe in
retirement. I believe my vision came from God, and he's not finished
with me yet. At this moment, when everything appears hopeless, even
in those moments when I fall into self-doubt...and I'm good at
those...It's
Friday, But Sunday's Coming! I
dare to believe, not just in his provision in whatever my
circumstances, since God has promised to care for me, indeed, for all
those who trust him; I dare to imagine my vision realized, to start a
school for refugees and immigrants; he will lead, inspire, brings
others to help, provide for its facilities and staff and everything
it will need. Perhaps he'll alter my vision--I've experienced that, too, but dreams are not wasted by God. It's
Friday, But Sunday's Coming!
Furthermore,
I feel, I sense in my soul, that he will do something amazing; in
fact, I believe he already is! He doesn't have to do that; he's
covered all the important questions with promises he will most
definitely keep. I am watching and already proclaiming what he has
done. I just have a feeling, based on nothing but my heart and my
faith, and a wild, enthusiastic, absurd but well-grounded hope, that
he will surprise me...and you...and a lot of folks I will delight in
telling that something remarkable, inconceivable, and awesome has
happened. Yeah, I know it makes no sense...unless you know the God of
the impossible, who is far more worthy of faith than a empty
material, impersonal, uncaring universe, our loving heavenly father
who gave his own son to defeat sin, rescue his beloved, image-bearing
but sinful children, and then defeated death itself on a Resurrection
Sunday two millennia ago... It's
Friday, But Sunday's Coming!
(Eight years ago, I dedicated this bit of encouragement to the memory of my
cousin, Gary Green, who abides now in the presence of God, along with
our grandparents and his two sisters who died in early childhood, and since then, his dad (as
I get older, the list grows longer!) . I grew up with
family reunions, but none will compare to the one coming...because
It's
Friday, and Sunday's Coming)
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